A Huge Bump In Life...

I haven't been on this blog in over 6 months. I just read the very last post I made and it brought me to tears. My family was all I cared about at one point, and faster than a flash of light it was all gone. Kevin and I separated last July for almost 5 months. I can honestly say this is the hardest and most challenging hurdle of my life I have ever been through. We have been back together since the beginning of December, but things are not the way they used to be. We are trying to get there, but I just don't know if that's possible. I hope so, because I want more than anything to write about the wonderful things that I used to. I love him and want to be with him, so it's worth the struggle and hopefully achievable. I'm working two jobs now. Still at Pepsi and also working nights and weekends at The Broadway. We are skipping soccer this year, because it doesn't seem to be a favorite sport in our house. Really excited for softball and tball this year though! :) I took a leave of absence from school for awhile, but I'm back at it again. I am in my last year after failing my last term. There was just too much going on in my life for me to have any motivation at all. Still having a hard time motivating myself to do my homework. My GPA is suffering significantly. So much for my 4.0 that I worked so hard for after 3 years. I have faith that my life will be back on track soon, and I will wake up smiling again every day. Kya and Aria have also been through some hurdles. There dad now travels for work, so they went 3 months without seeing him while he was in Brazil. Now it looks like he will be leaving for another few months. They seem to be ok with it, but their behavior does start to change along with all the other life changes around them. I hope they start adjusting better. My brother is about to have a baby. His daughter is due on my birthday! That is pretty exciting! Well hopefully I will get back to keeping this updated every couple weeks again. And I also hope that each time I have better and better things to write about! Thanks for stopping by :)